Trust

It has been a looooong time since I last wrote about something. Been busy. Been lazy... but never been a dull moment!:)

I will write more. My promise to self. random rambles, grumbles, aches, pains, cheers and all!

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Trust - slowly, this is becoming the most important thing to me. Dont get me wrong on this, it was always very important but now it has become more or I understand the significance more. I have done many things blindly 'in trust'... I wonder if I will do that now. Am I becoming more suspicious? Am I losing it? I dont know but hoping some thinking and self examination will help.

- I tend to confuse friendliness and trustworthiness
- Quick to trust people (May not be completely gullible though!)
- Once I realise that the trust is broken, I find it difficult to confront and resolve the issue. It keeps running in my head for a while. Needless to say, I am grumpy at these times. :(
- Personally and professionally, I have had my trust in individuals broken. Personal : well, I make the choice and walk out. Professional : I cant walk out unless I decide to walk out on my job! So unfair!!!

This makes so much sense to me though Friedrich Nietzsche said this maybe a 100 years ago - I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you
well...